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Sunday, May 22, 2005
*sob* *sob* im cryin in tears cOz of Azhar ... stupid asshole ar....tis pass few days he neva give me his fully attention coz of tis praticular person ar...den i was not jelouse or wat ar...ok cOz of yesterday tot i will haf fun with him ar...go OT den haf fun...with Kak Nadia ar...den she was drunk..so my attention n his was on Kak Nadia so we didt really tok much ar...den todae tot wanna take foto ar...tat was his plan ar...early mornin' he got soccer ar...den finish bout' 1 plus ar..ok fyne ar ~~~!! he said wanna meet at 3pm den i get ready n all...i waitted he for his kol ar...bout' 3 plus he called he said can meet a bit later ard 6 pm den ok ar..i sleep 1st wt my make up on set the alarm clock at 5.30 .. den he called again he said he kindda tired frm soccer...he got head aches n feel like vomittin' n all kindda shitz....he afta tat i was so PISSED off man...den he still wanna meet me den i said u not feelin' well for wat wanna see me ..go n take a rest ok bye!!. i put down the fone...i burst into tears man..wen into my room cryin' tot he would call back but he didt....I HATE HIM!!!!!!! ARRrgGghhh~~~~~!!!! hate him so mUcHhhh~~ y he make me like tis...tomorrow is our 4mth anni...~~~how he could do tis to me ...Take caRe
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