random is me. <3
Friday, October 28, 2005
Oo..well...this week has been like erMmm..fun+tired ... Slept over my aunt's place for 2 days help to bake some kuih2 raya eg. cornflakes,kuih tart and sarang semut ( i think )...its like a few days more to Hari Raye. Mother havent bought her baju raye yet...aiyahh...while mine and my sis is @ my sis friend's place doing some alteration.This is family colour is kindda odd...My parents will be wearing Blue colour while my Sister is wearing Pink and as for me Purple.I wanted Pink but you knoe my sister since she has been treated to b a PRINCESS in the family she had the chance to choose.Hated when that happens.Mother said die nyer orang tah nak RUGI! there alot of reason behind those words.I noticed that this year's raye aint that 'HAPEENING' because some people like sick and tored with the celebration but i dont! , i love this celebration . Its not because of the money ok! its because i got to see relative and cuzzin that i havent seen for so long.
Btw its my step dad's birthday if he reading this "HAPPY 53 BIRTHDAY"
.
Thanx for taking care of the family and provide us with care and concern.
im sure everybody apriciate you being part of our family.
Just recieved an Hari Raye card from Azhar.Thank You!. Miss You so much.
Well..reality for me is being unfair..am' going through a big problem that i cant solve by myself. I wanted help but it did not turn out well and now i tired to tell my mum bout' this problem of mine , she going to be got damn mad at me. im so ashamed to face her.Every time i try to open up to her i feel like crying and slapping my face for doing my wrongs to her... ARGgHhh...shut up!!! i dont knoe what to do.Everybody is like looking up on me to be a the good girl and not to do any sins. im scared i let then down...just wanna say im just a HANYUT girl.
Enough is enough...
Im not working at Coffea Bean of some reasons..but Kiki did!, best of luck Kiki..
Well afterwards im going to my aunt's place again to help out with the MAKING THE KUIH MUIH then buke there too because Kak Linda making a special meal for buke. YAhOOoooOOo...~~~ hehehe...
Oo..yea my 8250 is DEAD!! cant even switch it on.
Take Care