Friday, November 25, 2005
I'm suffering of DEPRESSION haha..nahh...Just a little bit, I do get enough sleep and all just that I have only problem to solve. Mum kept asking this Question,Whenever she asked that Question I will be ignoring her and change the topic. I'm still in confusion and thoughts. Does he deserve to be with me? . I only can answer this question when he comes out and see improvement of him but still I'm not happy/impressed with his behavior when he was outside. Flirt? Lies? Yea..Both of them has been the dislike of him in my list. Well he's good looking , cute and nice smile a lot of girls go GA GA~~!! for him. Enough said.
I just received an letter from the Edusave Merit Bursury.i was shocked to get a letter other than the Blue Letter!.I opened it as if like I'm a 3 year old kid opening up her birthday present. The letter stated to congratulate me on my good academic performance. I was like FINALLY!!' this show to my parents that I really worked hard in my education. Usually I will be like the few student at the back who failed in class test and even examination this curse was broken till now!! hahaha...I have been awarded like $250 but well it still goes to my mom's pocket money..Damn! hehehe... Oo..well for the good cost but some people things this is just nothing , still for me its a SOMETHING for me.
