Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Yesterday everything was in silents...confession was made...Oo..felt better but worst case is going to happen..aRGhh..i should confessed it earlier..ARgHh...life is hard for me in this life...alot of sins i have done but i want to repay those sins but doing good and never repeat the stupid mistake ever again...see i told ya' everybody was looking up on me..to bring up my family name instead i make it worst..im sorry My dad Ramlan i tired my best! but my best isnt good enough i should be punished . 1st i was the stupid an the slow kid in class i always copied peoples work and that was paradise for me...Until in secondary 3 i almost unable to take my N level because i failed my Finals in sec 3 but i was lucky to get a 2nd chance to be able to make it to sec sec 4 that is when i really work my ass off.I do get good grades and improvement was made. Everytime i come home to show off my grades how well i was doing in class but no one cares they just wanna see how well i did in my N lvl .. Oo..how i wish i did good..i wanna show them that walaupon im a HAYUT girl i do good in my education .Okay...i dont want you just to read my pityfull life...well if there's any happy moments in life i will keep you update...
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