Thursday, December 01, 2005
im here again entry...Sis and Bro-in-law drop by at my place and talk things out with mom.. i knew they going to talk bout me so im sure they dont want me to her their dicussion so i went in to my room and did some drawings. Fell asleep at about 12 plus i was awaken by mom again because she wanted to listen to "Mesteri Jam 12" so i switched on my phone radio and let her listen in my room while she was waitting for dad to come back home from work. I felt so dizzy and scared all the sudden when mom step out from my room not because of the ghost stories i didt know what was happening like as if there was something there. I just grab my blanket and pray hard that thing or whatsoever goes away and leave me alone. I fell asleep alright and woke up at about 9 plus in the morning got up took a fresh cold shower and had breakfest with mom at home. Then got ready and went to Bt panjang plaza because mom got to do some last mint. grossries shopping and we both went to Deli' to grab some bit when tought we were like half full but just want to try the new resturant. When back home and lazying around with mom at home and i met up with Kiki for awhile and pass her spec which is like with me for 2 or 3 mths in my room and talk to her . Its been a long time since i've not talked to her...i missed her so much . Her hair was all colourful hahaha...well what can i say its a normal thing for us teenagers do dyed thier hair during the holidays. Well counting the days to my N lvl results...Yeaa .. im so scared... its already 1st of the new month and the last month of the year. I just wanna say to my sis and bro-in-law im so sorry i made you just have another prolem in your list i really do. I understand if you dont let me stay in your house for the time being the last resort i gotta stay with Him them i will for the sake of the family... im so sorry... please do forgive me....
i will end my entry here.....a sad ending of cause...hrMmm....thinking of somebody...he's like ignoring mee...then if its like thatt...alright thennn...im sorry if i made ya' sad , to u may be a small big but to me .. not its isnt specially for some that is closed to my heart..
