Saturday, January 07, 2006
Okay! im back home...mum is sleeping in the hall and Pak usof is in his room. Im here just bored to death and having some thoughts of my own. Im having a problem , because of money things got to go wrong and complicated again . hrMmm... i totally almost loose his trust of words , he may say that he loves me and what ever things he may say to me but i want him to really proves it and when the time comes when he really shows me that he really loves me and that will gained back my trust. L-O-V-E this word is the most dangerous word. Like some people when you say 'i LOVE you' they are two meaning behind it, well not two it may be more but from what i know when someone says that he/she says LOVE he/she really meant it and some other DONT!. I've had it !! When s guy say i love you i dont really take it to the heart because i have been tricked and played around with those words alot of times. im so angry !! hRmm...my anger meant nothing to people. I noticed that maybe i've been replaced by someone new in someone's life...oOo..well..got to move on . Im just another book on the sleves. My computer is starting to go wrong ARgHhh~~!! well i blamed someone i know because i think he has something to do with it , this wasnt the frist time i know . Well i got to reformat my computer but 1st my pictures !!! i got to save all my pretty pictures....!! hahaha... . Im getting scared of my family faniancial , i feel like starting work but still it won't do alot because i will be giving them a few $100 but still....no can't do !! HrMmm... money! money!!...DAMN YOU MONEY!! ... hehe...
okayyy...as i end my entry for tonight it time for me to move on with my life....
say goodbye to ...........
"GOODBYE!"
Take care people...
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