random is me. <3
Saturday, March 25, 2006
hrmm..having mood swings because of having my period ...damnn..not having a good day...people will be talking to me and i will just give them 'unintrested' face and then they will just shut up.Im so excited to go to school but stress still about adapting into this new life.ArGhhh~~! why wont it be so easy for me to handle him...so many to teach and remind. well now i can see that when a child is being rised without a parent is so much diffrent with a child that ia being rised by a parent. Especially when they been taken care by their sister or brother. Im so the lapar arr...but i trying not to ikut my selereh...gotta lose some weight...so me and sister Resa will have the chance to go interview for SQ. hahaha... *daydream* well i dont think so they will pick me COMFIRM! im so bored im so bored......well..i having some unpleasent feelings...as if his keeping something from me...maybe someone else..! hrmm...Arghhh...~~ Oo..what the hell not my lost!...i sometime dont really understand him that muchh...sometimes i want him to be serious as in BE A GROWN UP~!! haizz....nevermind..things still the same...
my left eye keep on ermm..whats that call allahh..cam goyang2 gituuu...mum said i rindu someone..hrmm..sape gak nyer eh!? hehe.. allahh..da la..stop here..