random is me. <3
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
*take a deep breath*
I'm feeling so tired and lazy.I dont know whats hapening to me but today i really need a time alone where nobody asking me to do anything. Easy say i need a "REST" but i CANT ! There's always something to do and look after. If its not Irfan then its others. I dont have enough sleep and if i want an afternoon nap or something i wont be able to sleep in peace because im always scared anything will happen to Irfan if i closed my eyes for a short nap. Getting used to this new life style is difficult for me but im trying my best to keep it up and taking small step as i try getting on with life.Actually i have alot of things up in my head but when it comes on writting in here my mind just went blank!.I wish i can see how's my lif ein 5 years time, is my life goinf to be horrible or its going smoothly as i imagine now!. hiaz..
