hey poeple ..
i know i know...so long ago its been like 3 months i didt blog hehe..
kinnda lazy ..
Life has been okay ... Efan getting bigger am getting bigger too
hahaha...nahhh...still working at California Fitness still checking members in and also settle member issues..
boring...one thing is that the poeple there rawk~ hehe.. and its like been wonderful months actually ..
suspose to be full time but stupid me i stop awhile.I though i was going to be transfered and also because of him.
Things between Me and Azhar has been settle just gave him a call he's having tourment for his company's bowling team. Good Luck Dear..~ As for me now..yup always asked myself why am i always end up in a down side. I've been dating this guy who works the same place. Its been 3 month that am with him. Thing was goin great infact PREFECT, but then one by one i know his dirrty BIG secret. I am dissapointed but i believe in giving people chances. But at it again another problem is disturbing me. This sickness cant be cure only that person has to be confident . brave and also positive mind set to cure this sickness.
I still give him oppurnity to show me that he really do love me or also not jsut love me its for his own good in his life ahead. But still im losing fate and hope for him ... his not being himself i know i thought i can changed him for good but still..........argh~ dissapointment all over again. Im trying my best to control myself not to make any decision or anything towards him . Because one thing that i loved about him is that he gets along with efan very well i say...that really a good thing enough a outsider to accept my son . Oh well..lets just see ,been asking advice from people but still one answered the same thing.