SPOILTMILK

2007-11-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

hey poeple ..
i know i know...so long ago its been like 3 months i didt blog hehe..
kinnda lazy ..
Life has been okay ... Efan getting bigger am getting bigger too
hahaha...nahhh...still working at California Fitness still checking members in and also settle member issues..
boring...one thing is that the poeple there rawk~ hehe.. and its like been wonderful months actually ..
suspose to be full time but stupid me i stop awhile.I though i was going to be transfered and also because of him.
Things between Me and Azhar has been settle just gave him a call he's having tourment for his company's bowling team. Good Luck Dear..~ As for me now..yup always asked myself why am i always end up in a down side. I've been dating this guy who works the same place. Its been 3 month that am with him. Thing was goin great infact PREFECT, but then one by one i know his dirrty BIG secret. I am dissapointed but i believe in giving people chances. But at it again another problem is disturbing me. This sickness cant be cure only that person has to be confident . brave and also positive mind set to cure this sickness.
I still give him oppurnity to show me that he really do love me or also not jsut love me its for his own good in his life ahead. But still im losing fate and hope for him ... his not being himself i know i thought i can changed him for good but still..........argh~ dissapointment all over again. Im trying my best to control myself not to make any decision or anything towards him . Because one thing that i loved about him is that he gets along with efan very well i say...that really a good thing enough a outsider to accept my son . Oh well..lets just see ,been asking advice from people but still one answered the same thing.

2007-08-01T05:35:00.000+08:00

hey people...
hrmp..
my blog is crappy..
hee...
well..things has been doing okay. well...expect for one subject.
am getting fatter everyday since i stop my activities. Hrmm...that the point of working in a gym ryte..well...am trying to drag myself to work early today to work out non-stop coz onces i stop i can see the different. well..i need to lose 11 kg to have my ideal body!! YuHuuu~~ i want the past hrmm...things finally over with azhar..kindda missed those times we spent time together and all...hais..
things has to end.
My my mindset is only on efan. He is the one prority now. Im working damn fucking hard and not complaining at work. Btw am kindda feeling sometimes am being used. I ever wonder why must i worked like closing and opening everyweek while u have like 4 full-timers. I gotta accept it coz am hoping to be converted to full-time by August. It be a good thing..coz i dont have to worry to much..
People i have one Qns..
Sometimes to u feel like one period of time where everybody wants you and then later on there is a period nobody wants you ? .
Hrmm...friendster suck.got hacked. OMG! then i like no semagat already feel like deleting. This blog too...no more tags anymore so boring OMG! bye

2007-07-23T00:57:00.000+08:00

hey
gosh..
good news..
i finaly upoad my pictures from musique workz to Hong Kong trip
hehe..wel..
1stly
to

Ersyad,
I would ike to apologies to you for not been contacting
you..
its not avoiding or what..
am goin thur a hard time..which you dont know..you would tink i am
facing a normal thing
that a 18 year girl woud have the facing with but this thing
is much more bigger and stressfull..
and i know u're in yr attachment and you need some there to go
through it with you...
am sorry i've not been doing that. Wel..i do need people to
through things with me too..
well...am not attached or wat...its just that...i had to do
sometink that u dont know bout me.
one thing i scared that u go crazy after i tell u my
background. Hey~~!! thanks for blogging bout me sweet nor
bitter...
am..so sorry...
sometimes i just need a time alone..
So please understand..
u made me look so evil in yr previous
post..

Wanted to show all my fotos but...i scared poeple wont read the post..
hrmm..some other time...maybe u like at my friendster..
which i tinking of deleting..
btw..
u know what
fazier??
yea..
he..
well...i tot alot og gust to say "heyy.." to him in msn but he replied making a big fuss abt change his friendster and all"
idiot man..
i said "NO!!" my sef facing the same prob and sont u bame on me..
then i said "Thanks ar..peting kan Friendster dari kwn" hahaha
Well...this week..i have my life back OMG! if not i will be PERMANENT CLOSING ON SUNDAY!!
so bad ryte..
yahoOo...
enjoy my sat n sun
hehe...
i was thinking back again...i missed weekends life..
btw..i gain weight mann...
mum said after the stress gone off and happy now...that y i gain weight...
hrmm
soo....i wan to be stress...so people...gimee STRESS!!
ahaha..
crazy..
hey..am joining Gee dance's grp actually is JoJo but..nvm..the thing is ... i having 2nd thoughts..
hrmmp..~~
lazy bitch!! hais...
well..btw...i dont know wats up wt sis..tinks she got new bf ?? i aso dunnoe..
dont care bout her..
btw my bog skins sucks..
haha...
hey i got this job offer for Persona Assistant..
under Property...
and its office hrs which the buiding is located at Orchard..
should i go with it ?

2007-06-26T13:30:00.000+08:00

PARABENZ

MIASMA

MUSIQUE WORKZ 07

MYSELF AND ADAM

CRAZEE CREWS

goshh...its be soooo..long..

i dont know how many times i want to start my entry like that. haha..

well..time past so fast. I've completed one of my long comitments which is Musique Workz 07.

I was shocked that i was choosen to be the host for the event together with Nana n Zabidy.

wow..

well..after that meeting more rehersals. We did the rehersal with the fanilist mostly at ITE Tamp and we had only 4 days to do our rehersal at ITE Macpherson. As each days goes by i was becoming even more excitted and inculding scared. Well..not to worry ..

the real day was 15ht jun 07. Asked Md Noor to come bcoz hr's has been helpfull to me covering up shifts for me. I went last min shopping bought myself red shoes and some others stuff which i totally forget wat it is ohh..yea..wen to town and grab myslef some guess stuff frm sis work place coz she postering me to buy shirts frm her place..

and yea...wen to ITE Macpherson took cab there and had our last rehersal and yea...

nana was late...no worries its ok...then took shower with nazreen and the rest and fresh up for the show the then we did our nails and the host has to take turn to do our make up we had our personally make up artist..

hehe

yahooo..

thank u !! feezaaa...

hehe...

and yea..all ready yup and didt even ate..

nobody bothers to offer me food..

hais..

sad thing..

As the show was abt to begin we were all up in the PA room wished my faveret groups like miasmasound of saviour falling febuary and also my most faveret bad PARABEZ..!!

nicest guys...

yea...was uncomfirtable with the tube dress.

and the show beings...alot of lost of words for me..

and yeaaa..

i tink i didt do a good job..

haiss..

everybody saying am nervouse and stuff..

and making me feeling so down and no effort or no semagat to do the rest of the show..

but i just went with the flow...

sad enough i didt get to present my faveret grp PARABENZ but still we had fun at the back stage

all the kecoh..

but guys sorry for the sound system thing..

that coz u just a delay..

haha.

.and yea i asked them to dedicate the song that they playing for the night to me.

haha..

but they didt..

haha

well...end of the show..

everybody was great..

fantastic....lovely....hahaha...and yea...u guys rock!!!

here some picture....

to our committees...

great job....everything went smooth...and its all sure paid off after 7 long mths...

congrats of making it through...love u guys missed u guys...

To parabenz u did a great job alrite...no worries am still yr fan

hahaha..

and yea..am chatting with one of them now..

ahaa..

weee~~!!

2007-06-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

hrmm...hey guys been a long time i logged in here..must be dusty here..
well...been through a lot of stuff here...traveling to KL and next to Hong Kong..
well..just came back frm KL yesterday night it was fun yet boring too.
About 20+ people who wen there covered the whole travel bus. As usual 5hrs of journey and had some naps coz i didt know what to do but just to listen to mp3 with efan. reached there abt 2 to 3pm and yeaa...check in. Left the bags in the rooms then off to LOT 10 to grab ourselves dinner. At night efan was crying and hyper active enough until i was so stress up i didt knw what to do. Finally all left the room after we played countless of time playing tai tee. haha..
even my 6 or 7 year old cousin knows how to play. 2nd day was a total slack. the last night at KL we decided theh youngs ones to go Hard Rock but you must be 21 yrs to be in .. hais...after the dissapointment of walking all the way there and cant be in ??? so we when a few clubs VO and was so empty but after 1am we dance...it stated alot of guys in there like 90% were guys...how scary is that...
hrmm..
wel...got home savely...
and problems starts to come fianancially , love and committment. hrmm...
how i wished people would i understand the love that is always his but in the end he doesnt give a damn.He said wanna be mine but...i dont knw ..
he changed his story..
i missed him u kknw...
well...i gotta goo..
yea..
working at califotnia but ....i dont wan ar..finding me a new job..
c

cheers

2007-04-06T20:09:00.000+08:00

hey guys, didt blog because waitting for my friend frencis to upload fotos.

Im back from Bangkok and Its was overall was actually boring but since i have my trusty friends like Nana,Hairul,Francis & Wilston that make the trip rawks for the 4 of us. 1st of all leaving my family and Efan was kindda a scary thing because i scared if anything happens and that will be the last time im gonna see them. After the last goodbyes went for a light breakfest and then board the Thai airways plane. The staff there was damn pretty and the uniform are like so niceeee... okay lets continue. Nana was seating beside me and she was so scared when we plane is flying to the sky. I hold her hand tight and she was finally okay but she was holding her asam asin on her hand. Had our meal and a short nap and HELLO ! BANGKOK!! hehe

the check out and aboard the tour bus and to our Hotel which is the highest Hotel ever!!

and check in the hotel and we got our KEYS!! or slide cards. Since Hairul and Francis havent had thier room because still not ready so they out thier things in our room which we called PANGKENG room AHAKSS!! PS: we didt do anything ok!

Leave the bags and bring our money along and 1st stop lunch and i was sooooo fad ed!!!!! becuase of the not understanding English that much and the Menu of the foods hrmm...lets skip this part...

SHOPPING~~~~

SHOPPING~~

Factory visit was sooooooo fun but it was soooo rushy

damn cute guys were there but!!

NVM

SHOOPINGG!!!

did manicure with nana until we got scolding for being late but overall it wroth it

back to hotel

bought some cracker and eat at our pangkeng room played tai tei , black jack everthing that they can think of

many2 things happen scary things tooo....

and fotos.. hehehe

Back one day of rest then it was Dinner & Dance 07

WOW!!

am the Host n Imran

and no script people!!

All our self!!!

it was fantastic!!!

LOVE IT

after the show

went to Gabe's Chalet it was totall fun!!!

hehe

dance here n there

and i didt go home

OPSS

sorry mum..

hehe

webt to suppport Fhati the next morning for anugerah

since the chalet been closet to Amir

besties!!!

ehehehe

everything was fun i tell u !!!

hehe

2007-03-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

hrmm..well its been like so long i havent eupdate. Lets see i will be goin to Bangkok in Monday yea ... morning!? like 6.ooam we must reach there. Anybody wanna gimme a ride? Its been a relaxing weeks since i finish school. I've been lepak and shopping with my friends and cousins. and YEaa..it was fun. Its been a long time i been soooooo freee.
Love life !?? Ermm...is so crapy~~! arrghh..i feel so down lately,running away and dont give a damn bout it. I totally give it up on this subject. From what i know..guys wanna get to know me because of SEX or just a SOMEONE. Nobody cares of my feelings, my problems and my thought. All i know its all about them. Guys are now being so selfish about themselves. HATE THAT!? sooooo...EGO!? hrmm...i rather be free from any cage thats blocking me from FREEDOM. Im going to be 18 soon but im still in a order from my parents. Hrmmm... enjoyment for me is ending not being, BUT i wont let my parents stop me for being 18 and know my LIMITS.

Ohh...YEAaa..

Im formed a dance group name 'XODUS' cool huh ?? well..meaning please??
hrmm..how to put...from what i knw this word is from bibble and it means that something new is coming out.
yeaa...i have 8 members...

GIRLS
Sera
Noraini
Fidy
Nana
Sharimah

BOYS
Isham
Zab
Melvin

had a short practise with Sham n Melvin. Its was cool!! and very fast. alot of ideas from Melvin. He can dance well!. As for me n sham its been a long time we have not been dacing so kindda 'kako' . Everything's o k. Tmr we having a dance prac again. Yeaa...goodies!!!

Well see ya soon...
in a week !!
yeaa..

2007-03-12T09:12:00.000+08:00

hey guys time to update.
I see my tag is goin a bit faster. To my primary school friends, missed u guys . I think i MIGHT no able to join for the outing but lets just see. Ermmm..my Weekend has been busy. My cousin got married. Yeyy~~! to the newly weds wish you guys harmony n luck. It was held at my grandmama house 'Opah" and yea all my aunts were helping out . It was cool. Kak Munira rent a car so we decided to go rindin dirrty at East Coast Park. Haha. The wedding end at 5pm as ussual then we start packing up the tables and chairs. All end up abt 8 plus we when back home Kak munira sent us back home with Mak Mah too. YEaa..no picture ... pictures with my cousins all they were the one taking fotos

2007-03-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

Our Cake

All Cossey

My Te*eks

Mashmellow Parade

Our 'THANG"

People Graduating

Aini's susprise

In the making

The finalay~~

My Jannah n Alvina

Ahaakkss..guess what am i ??

hey guys..

hrmm..today finally i finished my 1 year course of Nitec Services Skill Retail. AHA~? Well..i tried to apply Higher Nitec for Business Admin but i was confident that i WON'T get it because of my 2.7 GPA and its TRUE i was UNSECCESSFUL. WOoww~~ Hrrmm..gonna miss u people in iR4. How the class will be soooooo UNITED n always have FUN n LAUGHTER together. Also my SC members my Te*tek people..love ya' guys...gonna missed singing SPANISH for you guys. Im sorry guys i cant make it for Higher Nitec but i appeal already so lets just HOPE k.? Well the Bangkok trip is confirm and yea..we goin there....had alot of meetings with teachers and yeaa...erm..here are some fotos i left out dutring camp

2007-02-26T18:16:00.000+08:00

HUH!? WHAT AM I SUSPOSE TO DO!?

NENEK & ME

YUMMY~~

MORNING PEOPLE!!! ITS MY BIRTHDAY!!

I WANTED BARNEY!!! BUT THOMAS N FRIENDS ARE OK!!

I CANT WAITTTTT~~~!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE~~!!

HALO~!! WHOSE'S BIRTHDAY IS IT SERA!!???

ehem ehemm~~!! testing~~

ahakss..

well wana welcome some new reader..

HALO!!!
hahaha..

its been a sucky week but im ok...im happy actually... let me start with ermm...last Friday i had my SC camp and i was the IC (incharge) YEaa...~~ it was cool..but im sorry i wasnt a GREAT ic people but i tired my best ok...well at least i thought u guys how to cha cha. Ahakss...its was cool..we had to act out the Artist we pick out and my Artist was "Jemmy Carey" is that how it spelt.?? ahakss..the we took this part where 'THE MASK" was in this pud then he did this dance while singing..well we did that and it was fun! we the only one who did dancing...The camp was alright it was just to much of games..its too tiring...but the food was great..!!! i was like having 2 rounds of the food...ahakss...!! well then the last for the camp had morning run then we had nasi lemak which i forgotten that i cant eat nasi lemak when i was half way to finish the nasi lermak!! hahahaaha...

so funny...

then after the prize giving we had our GM (general meeting) then when lepaks with the guys..ahakkss..at KFC and its was damn funny, we had our meals 1st thennnn the war begin...!!! war of wat!?? war or ice shoot from straws!! ahakss...after our bullets run out the we used some other thigs we cam find to fit in the straw and can shoot out!!! the we had this video of imran!! which i cant tell...maybe it will be posted in uTube...hahaha...then the rest wiatted for Hairul to wait for Kakak and Me, Francis and Wilston when home 1st coz we were to damn tired ar beb...~~ i slept the whole trip and i didt even notice Francis had alight at Woodlands...ehehe..

had some run at home and stress some again when im at home ARgghh!! boring...then SUNDAY!! its a post Irfan's Birthday gathering YEaaa...it was cool Cik Shima was the 1st one to arrived yeaa....the early bird always!! ahakk...well here some foto...ermm..well dont wanna talk bout that night had happened cant even sleep!!

2007-02-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

well..today was a ok laa..

had fun in skool because we did our woarade seletion..

where we need to dressed up for an interview...i think i was the one who is so the 'semagat' one who wore blazer!! aRgghhh...Took some photos...and well nice arr..we goin to graduating soon...so...its kindda sad when we tok grop fotos together..HRmmm...!~~~ im goin to missed them.. IR4 ROCK~~!!!

Stress up with my OIT, (EXCEL) irritating...!! i was like goin to just break down there but Mrs Lim came to me personally tought me one by one...well...finish scool at 5pm ermm..well when back with Hairul my bestie...

ahaks..

welll..damn bored...

ermmm... yea enjoy the pictures..

Take care

mUAkss..

2007-02-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

MY BESTIES

2007-02-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

hey people..
finish got to logged in my blog..hrrmm..well things has been shitty for me...but there still happy times..hrmm..well..recently i had my SWB gathering at SG .. its was fun laughter all the way and pictures...
i seriously dont know what to blog about..hrmmm...i really in stress mood arghh..all bout family prob and fiancial...hais...life doesnt go what i planned...well goin to update fotos sooo...happy looking..

2007-01-20T15:24:00.000+08:00

hrmm....things going around. hrmm..
well seen busy with school and home. My life is going down the rain yea...again?? is like bullshit~ heared some romours.. ohHh..shit im getting sick and tired of mu life. Its like im stucked here in this place.
ohh..well..my mistake..

2007-01-03T13:50:00.000+08:00

hey guys ..
its already 2007..
erm...new years was a sucky one. ARr...dont remind me kindda dissapointed.
Is now the 3rd of Jan and...hrmm..changes for is that he's working but still i cant get along with him no more...
I talked to Nana about what im going thourgh while we were doing out project,
She said that the flame between Me n Him has died??
Well..it sickening for me to see people having a happy life while im here stuck with him.
I been loosing weight yeaa...~~what a shocked for me...i NEVER diet before.
I think bcoz all the stress im going through even my body has pimple. Dont get disgusted ok!!! its just hormoes. I nevered get this before.
Talk to Mun and Mak about my planned. yeaa...people thinks im leading this happy life where i will be smile-ling all day long. oh..no no nooo..
Yesterday we had a lilltle incident. Arr...cant get the image out of my head. Efan was trying to walk , he was holding on the table in the hall and just a spilt second he fell and head his head , thats what we thought. He was crying in alot of pain. Mum was rubbing his head and when Efan turn his head i screamed " MAMA~~~ DARAHHHHH~~!!" .Quikly Mum and I rushed to the nearest clinic and yea..we need to wait for like half an hour. After the wait, conslutation with the doctor and he said that he got a small cut on his ear lop? yeaa..there..blood was flowing arrr...he said that for children they will glue it on...not the elephant glue ok people..haha..they got this special tissue glue. But the doctor dont have the glue here,so we need to go to Yew Tee clinic for the glue. There consultation was $20. When back home , mum go and do her solat and then rush th e Yew Tee. After the checking and glue-ing the bill was $81. Hrmmm...damn expensive..i really dont care about that at the moment because i just want him to be alright. I clound not even rest sleep at night because i ket on remembering about that afternoon.

2006-12-15T20:41:00.000+08:00

hrmm...one entry maybe not enough for me...hais..its been so long i've connect with the Internet life. Its been really busy and a stress one. Finding money..finding thought...finding solution..many..well..i feel like quitting school and support my family..because i cant depand some people to work for the money..
People things that im going a easy life..but no im not...
I feel unappriciate for those who i helped alot. No Thank or what so ever.
Sometimes thinking of others they dont appriciate us of what we done for them or help them... aRgghh~~!..
forget it..
I guess life doesnt goes the way i one, even onces..
Well u know im not that health person i meant that i have some madical probs and its been so long i didt go for check up and eating my medicine..and just..i had some pain on my chest...damn it was so painnnnfullll...~~ nobody bothers to take care of me anymore...even myself...even him..
Hrmmm...mum been solding mee to take my madicine..ohh..there is still someone who cares...
Holidays are here...
ohh...damn is boring...
well...im think im goin to work...find some money for the BANGKOK trip yahOoo..
maybe next year it will be a better year..
Ohh..please God! bless me with better life next year...

2006-12-15T18:29:00.000+08:00

halo halo...
haha..
WOoww..~~
its like been sooooo long that i've not type down this blog...
well...i just put Irfan to sleep...
and now im free....
well..how is things going on with me..??
Hrmm...well last week i just finish my attachment at TANGS. It has been a great experience there..all hands on training..going to miss my Kak normah and my Renu.
Haha..not forgetting my supervisor Abg zain . Kris & Kak Yustisa!!!
Its been so nice some of the SC members went down and visited me. AWww~~so sweet...thanks guyss...
and this week i start schooling again,for just a week and then back to 3 weeks of holidays. When school reopens all good news was said. Like example, IM GOING BANGKOK!!!! YAhOOOooo...haha... then one more...was ermm...A talk session with the MP Yacob. Yea..kindda excitting... we need to prepare question for him...
Woww...its been like so long i have not when for a trip to anywhere..now is like my chance to go "jauh sikit" gi BANGKOK....YEeeYYy~~.Actually is a class trip ar...only for selected students...and im one of them.
Life has been ermm...smooth sailing ... almost..
Ohh..yeaaa..i cutt-ED my hair short and shorter again. HAHAHAHA...~~~ its all influence..nii la Faezah hehehe...

2006-09-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

hey guys..
hrmm...
its like the second week of holis for my may intake. Not enjoying it that mush bcoz im busy with my SC activities...its not i dont enjoy it it fun and all when u with yr fwens and all. Its just that there was non-stop rest for us from because the BIG thing was the CARVINAL. I was put incharge in the Redemption Conner and DAMN!! its was difficult i know i didt do a good job its too the heavy duty for a 1t timer. well from a long run i got used to it but most of my members were all pissed off with the people for ordering us and making our job difficult. we werent allowed to exchange or what bcoz its our policy. People were demanding for the non-food stuff and when all of the non-food stuff are gone the food was only avaible people tend to be 'cerewet' .well whatever...i know i was so tired we didt really get a rest coz we were to busy coz there was so much people at our counter. Even the food that they gave us we threw it away..we were wantting for water. It was like heaven wen we took a slip of water. ARrr...the feeling...end of the day we were given rewards.yahiooo...mc donalds but...dont wan to say... my face was so pale coz i did no had a enough sleep or maybe not enough water for me. i took cab home with Jas coz we abt 11 plus...okay...from ang mo kio to bt panjng cheap?? bcoz it after 5pm sooo...xpensive jugak add $2 more...then now puase arrr....wow~~!!!
1st day im like so weakkkkkk....too...the ....kneesss.......ok ok ok ....time is almost to buke jugak sooooo...happy me~~!! so nowww...wate my time to watch tv~~!! hurrayyyy to TV

2006-09-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

hrmm...okay..what have i done this week...
let me recap...
processing...
okay..ermmm...monday huh!? after a long weekend is Jack's 1st day of NEW job.
While i start stressing with my exams!! No nooo~~!monday was the wrapping course while my HR dept. incharge with. Me and Nana came to school much earlier because we wanted to study and at about ermm...11.45am we when down and did the arrangement and all the wrapping 'teachers' came down at about 1230 and the class also start to come down waitting outside the room. After putting the materials for the wrappings the whole class came in. We were asked to do 2 kinds of wrapping and DAMN it so cool and intresting..
haha..
orang tak pernah wrapping present lawa2 kan..
At the end of the course the teacher were asked to pick up the top 3 nicest and creative wrapping design. GUESS!? what!!? both of my design was choosen!!! YAhOoo...~~!! 1st time ! haha... both lak tuhhh...
took fotos and my art piece will be place in the Retail Hub.
okay the second day!!! we were all taking about the attachment. Who's going where??
i was choosen to go to C.K. Tangs for interview the next day so the last min. Most of us were rushing to the student hud and doing the our own resume.
chin chai bocai jer aku buat...
the next day...all of us when to town with our school uni coz our interview was at 230pm and we ended school at 3pm so most of us we excused so i with my tie showing off im a SC haha..
eksyen...
then the 1st few people being interviewed was quite long when it was my turn i was so short! i was ready to talk alot but since i was the last few they sick and tired already so ...
im not satisfied...
ok..we have not yet got the results...
so angry u knw..
ok la i dont know already .. stress exam laa...

2006-09-03T21:46:00.000+08:00

hey hey..
well..
its like a long weekend for me.i thought its already holiday!
hehe
but sadly no its not..i still got one week of study and exams will be on 11 to 14 this month!! aiyoohh...but b4 i stress my brain i went out with my Paris Hilton n Nicole Richie. We had loads of fun. Met new and old friends. 1st stop was Far East we eat there and i was so piesey arr..we walk down the 'lorong' people like starting at us, they like never seen us yea..of cause ar..we didt never meet b4. We settle down and yea..btw we had free ermm..wats that food i dont know ar..but its nice!!! we were the only table who got the free food.Oohh..yea saw Qie n Fie, Awwww...i missed them so much!!!. okay...we took neoprints and i think we took like about ermmm.half an hour. HAHA..Oohh...yea Fidee fell off from the poll like monkey when we were taking neoprint. funny sia. we took very the sexay!! pictures all want to BE a pornstar but tak jadi. EROTIC somemore. its been along time we went to together it really fun u know and loud!. After taking neoprints we off to Cine. bought Kai ling shirt and off to tcc . Wait a mint okay we didt EAT they ok...the richs kids bought me a lice of cheese cake which is so damn nice!!!! i love it. Me n Nor didt order any special drinks or what we just ordered sky juice. haha.. Oohh..cum on i only had $5 on me while Nor wanted to saved us money. while i waitted for someone to fecth me home but he so late. then i just when home with Nor n Fidee.

2006-08-31T18:40:00.000+08:00

hrmmm
k..
lets start on 29aug06 Middle of the night a few of new and old friends wished me. Thanks guys. Then in SCHOOL. Morning nobody in SC didt wish me Happy Birthday nvm I just kept in silences didt expect it because I was a new SC. When in class got a big hug from Steff wishing me a happy birthday. When in class Yaya,Fara and Nana shouted and wished me too. piesey lorr..Happy jugak aku~! Well I thought that was end of the greetings. BREAK time, ate with Nor and friends while Yaya when to deposit some money for herself with Naim. When back to class and Nana and Fara followed me to my locker to take my ROE file. As I stepped into the class everybody sang happy birthday and on my seat was a small birthday cake with one candle for me. I was so happy feel like crying. Blew the fire and kept the cake because Mr Yeo arrived. I finally stayed the longest for REO lesson. CONGRATS to myself. End of the day went for teacher's day reheasel then after a long wait and i finised the run away already Nana and some others SC called me over to them and wished me happy birthday. Aini my community maneger just got to know she forgotten that its way my big day . I dont blameher because everybody was so busy with the teacher;s day celebration. After a while SC had a last min meeting and actually it was not..they huddle up and oull me to the centre and sang me a happy birthday song. Thanks Guys u made my day~! when back home and sakura and home and sis woke me up and Elfi was outside too. They bought satay and we waitted for mum and Pak usof to come back and cut the cake and sleep.

2006-08-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!
yeahh.. *sigh* . Hrmmm...whatever..
its like only the begining of my birthday and it like so sucky start..
yup cant sleep!!
stupid asshole.
yup..
My legs are like so damn pain in the ass. blisters .
when back home at abt 8 plus..and yea..bcoz of the fashion thingy...i feel like no praticipate. of some reason. im so sleepy..well i just wannna see what's yup for me today in school. Well i think ar..suspect kuat arr...takde org ingat..k la bye. I hate my life stress the ass. shit u guys..

2006-08-20T17:47:00.000+08:00

hrmm..hias..yesterday worked was okay..didt really notice the time. i was stationed at Centrepoint my farevet!! hehe.. Doren,Ian,Haidy,lilian,mala and Mr ong. Its been 3 weeks i've not work there and when i came back even the ABG2 pat sane cleaners pon kenal me. Hehe..well was happy that alot of people remembered me.Haidy curled her hair nice.Missed them alot seyy. I got a new promoter her name id Sophea, If im not mistaken. She's okay. Loves to talk. Today, well i have been hunting for this particular shoe and i cant seems to find my size...yeas..well..i now know that most singaporean females have big feets. I went to Fajar,GreenRidge and Bt. Panjang Plaza. Sick and tired man... Went to Mak's house.Its been a long time i've not been there. They have been calling me ever since i started school to asked when im coming over there again. My exams are coming in 2 weeks time. YUP!! 2. Have not started the reading of notes because too much to handle in school. Tomorrow i will be wearingmy SC uni which is in yellow and grey skirt. CHEyy...SC konon...okay done.

2006-08-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5.30am in the morning OMG! i was so sleepy. I barely cant open my eyes, I forced myself and drag my leg to the bath room. Had a very cold shower but still i was sweating..hrmm..odd. I got dressed for school not in uniform, Instead my class was requested to wear our home colths because we were having some field study at a SHOPPING MALL. We were like a mystery shopper. Did my SC duity at the back gate. Last notice, that we needed to have out REO lesson 1st before we off to the field study. After our REO stidy we needed to draw lots for which retail outlet you are going to shop in. Luckily i got LEVI'S. I was so happy actually i was hoping for ZARA but Herlyn got it. Well anyway how, Our field study was at Great World City yea..i think it like my 1st time there.( HAHA~! ) Okay..we reached there at about 10am. I mean who in the hell go shopping early in the morning...well that WHO is us. Most of my classmates retail outlet have not opened yet so he had to wait and wait and look inside the shop from otside to see what kind of display or whatever shits.
This field studdy is our CA. Yup~! CA. What a fun CA. Ohh..yea..and people i need to make an announchment (sala spell) Me n NaNa just made our own history. The history is TODAy on 180806 we bought out 1st ZARA hahaha... i bought my 1st and 2nd btw. Ohh.,yea i need to complint or make an comment to ZARA staff or sales girl ?? well, i think they look on the rank of their customer. What i mean?? Well when they see teenagers of cause they will think that we cant effort this kindda branded cloths. They dont even smiled at us and greeted us. WoWw~~! im so offended. Actually my friend was trying out this shirt different sizes then when she when out and didt know who to passed the shirt too a sales girls took the shirt from her and throw it on a table as if she was not happy that my friend was trying out the shirts. we wanted to complaint but think again who wanna listen to teenagers.FORGET IT! When shopping at town and damn tired and went home and learn how to cook 'SIPUT MASAK LEMAK" okay i dont know what its called okay..but i did it with my full efort okay. I chop of thier shell butts and its was so smelly,disgusting and muddy. (EeeeWww..) Smelly me. i need to take a shower again.When is come cooking thier ass-less siputs i finally know how to cook my faveret dish. soooo...later on i will be tasting it..so anyone wants to try? sample? hehhee...
PLEASE TAG!

2006-08-14T23:20:00.000+08:00

hey people..
Today was a sucky day...it was my start late day..so no waking up at 5.30am in the morning for duty. School start at 12.15pm and ends at 3.15pm. I think is like no point of coming for 3hrs for school. buang tambang jerr.. had my SW today. We were all planning not to attend for SW but ..... lastly we had too.After that we grad some food and when to Faezah's place and did our project which we did kindda alot odf mistake so i suggested for them to like re-do.Our group is having loads of conflicts i mean not really a BIG one but just that someone need to think of others and to put more effort in this project and get it done and over. Dunnoe la..all i know i done alot and put alot of effort. Still feel odd with my new hair cut because its like shorter that my long hari. Apelah nyoya..~~ well..what to do cheap mahh...

2006-08-12T12:32:00.001+08:00

Kite semue

2006-08-12T12:32:00.000+08:00

KITE2

2006-08-12T12:31:00.002+08:00

me.sha

2006-08-12T12:31:00.001+08:00

me.shah.nad

2006-08-12T12:31:00.000+08:00

me.huda.nad

2006-08-12T12:08:00.001+08:00

hey hey...
okay ermm...Monday is my start late day and it was the day we all the know who is going to get in SC and yeahh...i got in..yeahh~~ haha..
okay then on tueday it was like the day b4 national day all of the SC need to wear traditional cloths just for the day coz some of then need to perform or something took some fotos with all of then yeah...fun..when back tired...damn tired...but still when out with Jack's family i mean like the whole fam. whn eto bugis...shopping not for me but for EFA . Got my pay but i dont know wat im goin to buy i was about to buy this brown skirt so nice..
but..haiss..dont wan to say laaa.....okok ...i seriously dont know what to write Irfan sleeping ... and i havent had my shower haha...
what kind of english also i dont what im using..
okayy...

2006-08-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

hey hey..well its been a long time i updated this old blog..well...
im not sitting at home alone ..bored irfan sleeping...and im sick!! yea.. unluckly i caught myself flu and cough..hrmmm...wat a great started of the month of august..well ... im counting down to my birthday hahaha...i know is still long but well im excited..hehehe...
i've just completed most of my project but im left with this important project that me and my grp of girls need to present in a so formal way...
which is soooooo..not us...
aper nak buat kan..its teachers request..its going to be hard for me. hrmm...getting my pay tomorrow YAHOoo..its like my 1st time pay..hehhee....i earn it with all my hard work standing and do nothing .. haha..no laa...i did do work ok...
working life is fun at 1st...but in the end you kept on doing to same old thing its kindda boring...
examination is coming Ooo..Nnooo...not yet study..i cant start studying for exam coz im still in the holiday mood..i dont know why..but...i better wake myself up and be serious about this examination.. its the end of my course then im off to my attachment...yahOoo.
hehe...school huh!? well loads of b**** are there...Argghh..cant stand seeing thier faces..aiyohh...eee...so ugly..
okay..enough dont wanna talk about them ...
ArrggHHh..i hate having flu .. coz its so irritating and EeeeWww~~!!
okay..i will end it here..take care people please to tag its getting boring people..

2006-06-26T09:56:00.000+08:00

hey everyone...
okayy..its been like a month of ite life and i been choosen to be Student Conucillar..and i will be going for the orientation camp on the 3 & 4. Okayy...Its Monday and im having my telephone skills CA later on...ARGghh..this week will be a stressing one...im having my Selling skill CA on the Wed and REO on Friday...
well.i hope i can pass and score..hehe..okay likfe for me have been okay la..all i can say...
irfan dah 4 bulan..so big..fatty bom bom..hahaha...aRgghh..i missed alot of people...
Oo..yea btw people im starting work this coming july...
in town area but not yet comfirm...Oo..so excited....1st time working dikatekan...as a promoter of a brand called RENOMA...hehe...i lIOkEee...so if free do come down kkk...hehehe...im starting on the 6th so if u want to know where id the comfirm place i station in msg me..heheh
okay laa..friends here....calss starting soon see ya people...love ya miss him ...

2006-05-24T15:39:00.000+08:00

hello guys..sorry for the very late updated its been like a month i've not update.
Well 1st of all let me update you guys bout' my NEW school which is located at Bishan..so i think yoiu should know where right..well school has been a smooth ride for...for now...~!!!...Argghh...i've got 3 test next week and on the 5 & 6th i will be conducting a mini stall in school its part of my assignment...ArGghh~~
erMm...Irfan has just turned 3mths and believe me he doeant look like a 3mth old baby..he looks like he's already 4mth..he's becoming more adorable like me !! hahaha...
Since school started the diet thingy has stopped..hahaha...well i always get tempted when im around with people who is eating around me...
haizz..ermm..i seriously dont know what to update anymore since it been along time i didt update my blog..hehe..
to all my friends who is reading this...
thanks for reading my entries...
missed you guys esp. him...

2006-04-30T08:35:00.000+08:00

okay..okayy...its been awhile since i took a neoprint and also because of the neoprint machine makes us look good hahaha...
well we when out yesterday since it was so called out 3months of wedding anniversary..thought of bringing Irfan along but thennn...fikir balik da malam budak tu nak tidur kann....~~ so my mum help us took care of Irfan so thanks ya' mum!. Its been awhile i've not been to town on the Saturday night so when yesterday as i step out from 190 bus i was shocked to see damn lots of people..well tipical its Saturday night and people that recieved their money will be shopping until when Azhar wanted to withdrawal some money for yesterday all the michines we tried all of them werent able to withdrawal money!! Wowww~~! i cant believe it... . Okayy~~ hrmm...since he gave me $200 so i bought myself a Brasil bag frm Converse and off shoulder drown Tee at Hula & Co. and didt get to finish my shopping because we were rushing and shops were closing . I still need to get myself a pair of shoes and Jeans that all!! hehe...and grab ourselves each a meal and not forgetting mama at home too. As we finished out meal as we were walking through the crowd i almost chocked to death with smokes ~~! not any kind of smoke its the cigi smoke...almost people around we were smoking...if its 1 to 5 peeps smokeing i dont mind but this is like a crowd and its around me..Arggh...i couldnt take it anymore so i just left Azhar at the back and walk as quickly as i could to a place where there's AIR!!! haiiyoohh..and its was so sticky since it was a smoky and a humid night!! Reached home about 11 plus Mama & Irfan was waitting us at the Hall hehe..(so swit) hehe..gurau2 ngah Irfan japp..then i couldnt control mly eyes anymore so i force Irfan to sleep and i did too...while Azhar was playing game on his wokr laptop and watching wrestling...haha...okay okay..goodies morning ~~! muakzz...
Take care

2006-04-22T14:04:00.000+08:00

Argghhh...a bad week i got...i was so upset and so dissapointed in Azhar...all i can say its WHY!? . This heart of mine has been hurt once again and this time it will be a long time when its going to be healed. 60 days passed by Irfan is 2mths old and im finally FREE!!! i now can CUT my hair!! and YEAaa...i already did~~! yahoOo...okayy..its still the same length its just been shaped haha...i dont know how to explain...but i like the hair cut now...much more better...and lighter..feel like giving myself a reward of highlighting my hair...but im starting school soon..hrmm...well im not sure...okay..im on strict diet.!!!! i been eating breakfeast only and that like for the rest of the day..if i do feel hungry i will just grab myself fruits or something thats not a meal. its been 3 days and i have lots 2 kg..wahhOoo...to mee!! haha...okayyy...ni la buat aku semagat sikit nak diet!! later on i will be starting school lagik la aku turun hahaha...pasal stress nyer pasal comfirm !! fikiran pasal rumahh...school haizz..duit...aiyohh..pening2...~~~

2006-04-18T10:22:00.000+08:00

*take a deep breath*
I'm feeling so tired and lazy.I dont know whats hapening to me but today i really need a time alone where nobody asking me to do anything. Easy say i need a "REST" but i CANT ! There's always something to do and look after. If its not Irfan then its others. I dont have enough sleep and if i want an afternoon nap or something i wont be able to sleep in peace because im always scared anything will happen to Irfan if i closed my eyes for a short nap. Getting used to this new life style is difficult for me but im trying my best to keep it up and taking small step as i try getting on with life.Actually i have alot of things up in my head but when it comes on writting in here my mind just went blank!.I wish i can see how's my lif ein 5 years time, is my life goinf to be horrible or its going smoothly as i imagine now!. hiaz..

2006-04-17T17:39:00.000+08:00

Its been so long i havent has a long scroll at town and damn! it was tiring. When town with Azhar and we catch a movie 'Take The Lead" and DamnN~~ it was good..!! i like it..i feel like dancing when i watched the movie.Going to grab myself the soundtrack.It felt like its was a long weekend and a very wet one too. im so bored very bored..Irfan is sleeping as always. To Be Contiuned

2006-04-12T20:16:00.000+08:00

I hate using bill..got to know my bill costed me $54.31. Actuall my bill was abt 30plus its because of the 3G no. i need to pay more...aRghhh..this 2 day i had this cramp on the right side of my stomach. Its so painful i was crying and screaming in pain. I only can walk bent on my right side like im a old lady. When to the doctor yesterday and the doctor said it nothing its just cramps and maybe because i have not been 'shitting' for 2 days. The doctor gave me pain killer and many more. Well i got to bare with it since i cant stand the pain. Still cant cut my hair Hiazz..i still dont know which style of haircut should i cut. Confusing...!!~~ Starting school very soon Oo...damn lazy..hahaha...ok lazy to update..

2006-04-06T15:22:00.000+08:00

hrmm...its been a long time i didt update...getting so busy..and lazy to update. Im not so free like last time. Leak of sleep causing me to get sick . I had a fever for two days . a running nose and cough. WoW~~! its comes in a package of sickness. When to the doctor's yesterday, Doctor Clara gave me alot of madicines that costed me $7.50 luckly or not i will be charge as an adult since i showed my IC. Mum refused not to pay for the payment so i have to pay it for myself. Irfan did too see the doctor because he also have cough im just scared that i passed it to him that all just to make sure. Since he's only going to be 2mths old the Doctor adviced not to give any madicine since he's too young. When home had a really bad stomach cramps i was laying down on my bed barely cloudnt get up so i quickly took my madicine a had a short nap because Irfan was crying and didt want to sleep. Mum gave him his afternoon bath and still he's crying out loud . I cant get my rest until i get him to settle down so i know i couldnt get up but i still did just to get him to sleep and finally he was sleeping soundly and i did too. I was awoken by mum because she wanted to buy Irfan's powder milk since i forgot to tell mum that we run out of it so mum quickly went to NTUC before Irfan starts to cry again.
For today its Azhar's POP his finally geting out from camp and going into police division where is the same place as his camp.He was happy that he's finally getiing out from NS but he will be totally finishing his NS life on the month of August. I was not allowed to go to his Passing Out Parade because of the 'pantang larang' and that place is 'keras' .kindda pity for him that everybody's family will be there expect for his family so i dicided to asked him out to have a meal together to make it up to him. Sister going to KL tomorrow fro 3 days..HAVE FUN!! okay..i will stp here then..take care..

2006-03-25T20:12:00.000+08:00

hrmm..having mood swings because of having my period ...damnn..not having a good day...people will be talking to me and i will just give them 'unintrested' face and then they will just shut up.Im so excited to go to school but stress still about adapting into this new life.ArGhhh~~! why wont it be so easy for me to handle him...so many to teach and remind. well now i can see that when a child is being rised without a parent is so much diffrent with a child that ia being rised by a parent. Especially when they been taken care by their sister or brother. Im so the lapar arr...but i trying not to ikut my selereh...gotta lose some weight...so me and sister Resa will have the chance to go interview for SQ. hahaha... *daydream* well i dont think so they will pick me COMFIRM! im so bored im so bored......well..i having some unpleasent feelings...as if his keeping something from me...maybe someone else..! hrmm...Arghhh...~~ Oo..what the hell not my lost!...i sometime dont really understand him that muchh...sometimes i want him to be serious as in BE A GROWN UP~!! haizz....nevermind..things still the same...
my left eye keep on ermm..whats that call allahh..cam goyang2 gituuu...mum said i rindu someone..hrmm..sape gak nyer eh!? hehe.. allahh..da la..stop here..

2006-03-23T11:42:00.000+08:00

hrmm...long time no update..lazy already..but still need to update...hrmm..well...Its been 5 days since Irfan sunat..yup..~! Da big boy la dier..we did not do any thing just went to the clinic at Gombak then came back home. It was scary when the 'operation' was going on. I was in the room all pity for him. Ooo...it was so heart pain for me to look at him all teared up and he was looking at me like as if he was asking me for help to stop the pain. You should have seen it. Finally got a comfirmation letter from ITE Bishan to pay my 1st term fees and to bring a passport coloured foto along with me and we will have some kind of activiti later on till 5pm. DAMnn~~! thats going to be a long dayyy...and Oo..yea $120 for uniform. so Xpencive for me since im not working...still thinking of what color i should take. Any suggestion? hrMm..have guys heard the song "One Wish" by Ray J. i heard the song the 1st time on MTV and it was like so nice...ok im starting to sound so lame..well download the song..its nicee...okayy..im bored..later on Irfan have appointment at 2pm at cck poly..going to be a long day i sayy...going to be alot people...and i need to see the doctor for some personal reasonss...well..got to go..Irfan da bangun... byee..

2006-03-17T18:30:00.000+08:00

Well its Friday already...time pass to fast. Tiring day it was today almost the whole day I was taking care of Irfan. Damn~~ its tough. He kept on waking up from his sleep.He usually sleeps in the afternoon but this past 2 weeks things changed.Life been tough for me. Did't get a full 8hrs of peaceful sleep and no relax.Lucky of some of you guys , you guys will be in bed till noon on a holidays but for me, no more of that to enjoy!.Ever since I got to know that I was accepted to take the Retail course in ITE Bishan i can't wait to start school and feel to be a student again. I think i'm going to face alot of time management for schoolwork and a time for Irfan .If he's going to be waking up early in the morning i will end up with eye bags..I hope things will go well nothing will be a problem.I need to relised that some people had moved on while i havent since today as i think again im totally forgotten already...now its my turn to moved on and forget about the past while i keep as memories.How does it feel of losing a friend that you are so closed to and once been in love with.We have to move on but i dont because i dont want to lose that friend.As you can hear my Blog song, this has been my faveret song from Westlife i kept on repeating this song when i 1st heard it. I dont know whats so good about the song but it seems to melt my heart when i heard it. LOVE IT! Im stopping here...good bye people..

2006-03-15T15:48:00.000+08:00

'Mat' senyum..

2006-03-15T15:46:00.000+08:00

What you're staring at!?

2006-03-15T15:26:00.000+08:00

hello bloggers...just got home and so very tired. Came back from interview at ITE Bishan for my Retail Course. So did i get the course? Well i did.!! HuuRayy..for me..well im offically schooling in May at ITE Bishan. HRMm...goin to be a tough one. The interview was tough i just say whats in my mind and say it good! hehe...
afterward i went to Lot 1 belo shopping sendiri then went to Bpp meet up with Fi. Eat long john btw Fi congrats on passing your TP. *clap**clap* Bought food home and Irfan was sleeping. Told mum about how did the interview went (kecoh} hehe...never i've been lucky to get something after interview...hrmm..im so very tired..ARghhh~~! sleepy eyes...im taking a rest 1st
tata..

2006-03-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

Woke up at about 8 plus in the morning and Nenek mimah gave Irfan his morning bath and i still havent had my shower yet. As you can see from the photo he just finished his bath with his FRESH face and BIG eyes but actually he has 'sepet' eyes. Ooh..yea..yesterday was so scary...Baby Irfan just finished his afternoon milk and he was sleepping and suddenly a red liquid just came out from his eyes . Its not any kind of liquid its BLOOD!!!! we all panic!! and went to the Chua Chu Kang Polyclinic. The doctor was curious why there's blood coming out all the sudden the doctor said there's nothing wrong with his eyes so since there was nothing wrong the doctor just gave us a new eye drop and id it doesnt work come back and the doctor will do a observation. Mum called Nenek Ros and she advice to put air "zam zam" so called the holy water and allhamdullilah his eyes are okayy..but still dont be to sure..it may happen again...Ooh..yeah..6 more days till i get my ITE post ~!~! hehe..wish me luck ~~!

2006-03-09T11:29:00.000+08:00

amaciam??

2006-03-09T11:28:00.000+08:00

my eyes are okayy...

2006-03-09T11:27:00.000+08:00

hey girlss..baby Irfan is in da' house..

2006-03-09T11:22:00.001+08:00

I WANT MILK!!

2006-03-09T11:22:00.000+08:00

Baby Irfan just woke up..

2006-03-09T11:18:00.000+08:00

Nenek Mimah & Baby Irfan

2006-03-07T19:47:00.000+08:00

hello..im so bored and sleepy no one to talk too. Nothing is on the tv..ArrGhhh~~!!
Well just last 3 days i applied online for ITE. Taking Service Skill (office) at Bishan and the second choice Nuring at ITE East . I thought of working this year but think again now jobs asked for ITE cert. Oh..well just give it a try , mum asked me to go on my studies. She said its for my own good in the future. If i do get in to ITE i will be going back to a NEW school on 2nd May (i think). Gotta buy new school since my converse school have been a property of someone's else since he's staying with me!! and a new bag i suspose. Wow~! who's gonna give me money !?? im sure Mum will not be giving me money to buy new things because she thinks that its a waste of money since i have alot of old bags that still can be used which is not!!. I want to buy PUMA shoe but i dont think i will be buying it too. Bu..hu..hu.. pity me!!
BUT im sure i will be having a new hairstyle. Not new hairstyle but i want to trim my hair to shoulder length maybe or maybe shorter. I still dont know what im gonna do to my hair but i know i want to cut off the split ends i have. Well any suggestion what should i do with my hair!?? because my curl are gone!! and i need a new look for me please!!!
well i should end my entry here i feel like taking a nap since nobody's at home only me and little Irfan (ZzzZZzz~~) . Okiee DokiEe thenn..bye!!
SUGGESTION PLEASE!!

2006-03-05T22:33:00.000+08:00

turkey baby..

2006-03-05T22:31:00.000+08:00

sore eyes..*pity*

2006-03-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

Wow~! What a weekend..hrmm..well lets start on Friday..When to the clinic at Yishun to make the last check up . When straight back home then i called Nor up asked her if she wants to follow me to get all my secondary school documents and collect my money!! hehe... . Oo..im RICH!! haha.. Yea right!!. As Nor and I step in my school gate from far we can hear Fidee and Nana shouting and screaming our names. (Popular konon!) , "Kecoh" they both waitted for us to collect our documents and decided to go Mc donalds and have a meal with them. I noticed they change alot. They change into Nicole and Paris !! hahaha... Well the intrests in guys are HIGH!! hehe.. . Me and Nor was LOST when we hanged out with our ex-dancers . People changed , that what i can say. When back home all tired and waitted up for Ayah to come home. All the sudden when Ayah got home i had a high fever. My body was so damn hot really hot like im in a "sona" but i feel so damn cold menggigil . Well the fever lasted for a few hours and i was back on my feet but still so weak. Mum got to take care of Lil' Irfan scared my fever spread to him. I didt really had a good rest at night because Ayah cant sleep so i need to 'layan' him but still i had a little time to sleep because he gave up talking to me while i gave him no replies. On the Saturday , Mum and Dad had "jemputan" at night while Kak Resa was sleeping sounding and i was let alone with Lil' Irfan while Ayah came back late. Kindda angry at him . Ayah came back home and brought Final Destination 3 VCD and we had a Saturday night movie without any popcorn hehehe... . As for today morning Thoara suspose to come our with her "tunang" but she had a last mint thing so she dicided to drop by and ust pass gifts (Thank you!) and late afternoon sebelah arwah papa came by and visit we prepare them some food sayur lemak satan ?! sambal telur and ayam goreng they stayed for 1 hour and we were left with lost of dishes to wash. Ayah have to get back to camp and now im taking care of lil' irfan . Okay nite2

2006-03-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

hehe...
its been along time i wrote in here...hrmm...How's life for me this past few weeks ? Well...sleepy one...yup~~! woke up at every noise or cry Irfan makes..but its okay i love him so much. Things has changed ever since Irfan is here with me. Im still adapting into a new life style that im going to lead from now onwards. Still "kaku" but im sure i will be alright after a few months..hehehe..When for his 1st check up and his "sakit kucing" has increased 5.6mg to 9.0mg...damn! i was so scared!!!! *panic* the doctor advice is to sun bath him.. . I hope the number will go down because i dont want anything happened to him. I noticed that he bring the family together. I meant like sister cant leave the house because she wants to play around with him. Kakak Liza now often drop by and make a short visit to see him. Finally the place is "kecoh" tak sunyi arrr...
When to the doctor again because his eyes got "taih mate" which is yellowish and when it dry it of cause hurts his eyes right!? he cant even opened his left eye (if im not mistaken) so kecian right..you should see his face so kecian one. Hrmm...being in my situation right now kindda stress too. 1st-ly money after this so called probation i will be up on my feet to find job . Any suggestion ?? or Lobang??
well that for all now onward..there will be the next update next time.. bye

2006-02-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

hello...
its been awhile i wrote an entry here. Well been busy..
hrmm..i seriously have no idea what to write in my entry...
Oo..yea..singapore idol audition is so near...its like next week..
wow..cant wait to see people auditioning for the singapore idol..
must be fun. Who will the next taufik batisah be???
himm??
hehehe...
well...its been awhile since we talked or chat..hrMmm...
yeaa..well i hope everything is fine with himm , not too stress with school work and hope his doing fine. :)
hrMm...tv is getting boring...
no excitting shows they just showing repeat stuff...
Im so bored at home with mum ...
she's looking through her wedding fotos..
hehe..memories....
but i hate it because i look damn ugly in it...
cant belive it mann..
EWww....
i get 'bingit' when i see old fotos of me.
Okay laa...that all .. so tag people..
Oo..yea...
to a friend of mine who passed away last 2 days...
Hirwan,
aku akan doakan kau supaya Allah akan maafkan kesilapan kau..

2006-01-24T15:03:00.000+08:00

What i know that alot of people was angry/dissapointed in me. I know that i want to stop this thing . I dont want people get all stressed up and angry about the mistake i've had done. After this i know there still many responsiblity that i need to do and face but im sure i try my best to deal with it. Its kind of heart ache to see the family that im close to kind of hate me of what i had done recently. Im really sorry...its not that i want to dis-respect all of you,its just i need to stop this thing to stop.
i cant really explain what im going through right now but i know its too late to change it.
It really kills me to see my parents not to sleep every night just thinking about me and my grandparents keep on calling here asking about me and what am i going to do. I did stayed strong to my previous decision i even locked myself in my room so i wont be asked the same old qns again but in the end i lost the battle. If you guys dont come, i understand why but it really hurts me so much not to see you guys there the one i close to , the one i always loved and the one i have grown up with all this while. im really sorry...i hope this dicision i made i will not regret,if it does i wont forgive myself.

2006-01-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

im alone at home..all bored..
i apologised for my emotinal break down but i was really upset okay..
if you guys are in my shoes you guys will really feel the same way.
It Friday..!! usually i will be at town now....going out catch a movie and enjoying the salted popcorn and checking out guys butt. haha.. nahhh..i dont do that ok they check my butt out. hahaha...
time pass so fast , damn fast. i decided that June intake or maybe next year i will take a nursing course. Nurse do intend to earn loads of money if u do good . Mum agreed with it . People knows i hate seeing blood but its like to face my fears!!!
Well working as a nurse also will repay my sins that i did in the past. (I hope)
well i dont know this past few days i made alot of decision and i hope im doing whats right for the future..
Its been two days i have been watching American idol and i was having some thoughts of auditioning for it!!...
yea what a crazy idea...but nahhh...i can sing infront loads of people in my school but not in front of people i dont know..i maybe the laughing stock...
hehe..
okayy...
do tag people..
bye bye

2006-01-18T17:31:00.000+08:00

Your word is: Helpless. You have so many emotions
bottled up inside and you are at the verge of a
breaking point. Life is just too painful
nowadays and you don't want to live it more.
You secretly wish someone would show their love
for you and save you from your dark thoughts.
You feel there is nothing you can do and may
turn to self-harming to relieve the stress. You
are also often depressed and may have thoughts
of death. Life didn't turn out the way you
wanted it to.

What Dark Word Represents You? [anime pics]
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2006-01-18T17:03:00.000+08:00

You need guidance.
You have become very confused in your life
right now and are unable to make decisions that
pleases you. You may resort to drastic measures
as harming yourself, but the situation doesn't
seem to get any better by whatever method you
are using for now. There is a pain inside
because of this and you feel helpless in your
life, thinking you will never find your way
back. But even though the path may seem dark
you still try to find yourself, which means
your inner battle is not over.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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Those words all represent me...
thats how i feel now....!!

What a day...! Just a fone call and everyone in the house was screaming at each other because of me..
I feel like packing up my stuff and sneak out from this house.
Everybody hates me right..
Aku susah kan orang jer..
Everything was okay...why must she called up and talked to mum..
and now mum has her mind set change...
well...
if i dont blog anymore or not online i just im not around at home anymore ..
yeah..
Do take care guys...

2006-01-16T20:57:00.000+08:00

Prince Ali(Aladdin) & Princess Jasmine

2006-01-16T20:34:00.000+08:00

Okay! you know what i just relised this morning..!! I was watching my ever FAVERET fairytale 'Aladdin' as i was paying attention to Aladdin's face and i suddenly remembered LuQman's face. hehehe... He was the Ex-boyfriend that i always like to look at his face and smile to myself . I never relised it till today! hehe..
but too bad i wasnt his Princess Jasmine. We did not last long because we wasnt really communicating to each other . (Allahhh..time tu masih mude2)
Didt really had a nice sleep yesterday night because Amsyar was still awake and kept on crying but i didt mind its just kids, i must get used to it. To my besties Noraini, Hope you had a good day at school . I called her just know she kind of enjoyed her day but im sure she didt enjoyed it without me!! hehe.. Since she started her ite life without me , im scared that she will forget her friend HERE!!.
Well..hope not yea.. . For the second year student at ite takmo nak eksyen2 ehh~~! buat lah kawan... hehe..
To RafeeQ your school to far lahh...plan all ruin already ! hehe..
Oo..yeah..i watched 'The longest yard' and damn~~! it was a god damn funny show! hehe.. i lIOkee..~~ i give 5 (salted) pOpcOrn!! and Wedding crasher was okay loads of naked women! hehe..

2006-01-15T14:21:00.000+08:00

look soft..

2006-01-15T14:20:00.000+08:00

This is real Bling Bling..!

2006-01-15T14:19:00.001+08:00

i liokee..

2006-01-15T14:19:00.000+08:00

clock ring..

2006-01-15T13:50:00.000+08:00

i was looking through some fashion wears like from J.Lo and this are a few that caught my eye.

2006-01-14T20:40:00.000+08:00

To my beloved sayang(s) the two 'F'(s) Fee Dee and Farhana im sorry I cant make it at Taka. to catch Funkamania with you guys , I know you guys missed me and my always changing loud laughter but I really could not make it lahh..Please do keep me update arr..
MAAF EH MAK CIK(s)!!. Just got back home Lot 1 helped pick up a present for someone then grab some bite at Mc donalds and when back home took cab home . Yesterday it was so difficult for me to sleep I was twisting and turning I wasn't feeling right like there's something wrong but suddenly the fone rang~~!! It was himm . Yeah..we talked awhile which helped me to get off my mind about the "wasn't feeling right", its been along time we didt get the chance to speak on the fone after got off the fone with himm I still feel something wasn't right so I just pray and I find myself asleep . Even thought my mum was around but still I got this freaky feeling but its okay..maybe I just need to start sembayang..Hehe.. Todays' Newspaper was about this 2 Thai workers (I think) raped this 'orang putih' when they were drunk after watching porn . Damn~~! Isn't that scary. The pity is that women was on the fone with the mother and when she was drag or something the mother could hear her screaming isn't that like a pity your mother is like the other side of the world and she couldnt do anything to helped her. hRmmm~~ kecian seeyy... . For those who is going to take part of Singpore idol i wish you all the best aight' . Try your best and knock those judges shocks off~~!! hehe..then keep me update ! I will be cheering for you all at home and a gantle reminder not to forget me when u become popular ehhh!! hehehe....

2006-01-13T14:05:00.000+08:00

My body is so weak like I can fall at any moment . Yesterday received SMS from Mr Mic about my seniors got in into the Funkamania (I think) and asked to come and support them but too bad I cant . Well there's always next time right and im sure the next time I will be dancing (hahaha..) hopefully i find a crew to join in and showcase my booty shaking dance (hahaha..) . Yesterday Sis and Mum was discussing about her wedding i was sitting at the conner and eating popcorn watching them going no where discussing , laughing too to see them shouting and got mad at each other . Finally after 1hr or 2hr they found a conclusion and ended the "meeting" hehe.. .
This past few days i had a very wierd dreams , yeah i wish i can tell you but i dont know how to explain . This is like the 1st time its not raining . What a sad thing for me . I LOVE RAINY WEATHERS. hehe.. aiyahh..actually okay i got anythink to write on because its been a very boring week. hrMm..i update more...
do tag yeaaa...

2006-01-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

Oo..so fucked up!! . Oo..he thinks that im always around at home not being with him i wont know what is he doing outside...? hey come on lahh..i have loads of friends there okay!!! bastard !! Going out with another women! FUCK YOU LAH AZHAR!!!
this is why im so glad i made my right decision not to be with him FOREVER!! bloddy shit asshole...i told my mum and my mum kept on backing him!! WHAT THE HELL!!! fine lorr...she thinks that he the type so hamble this kindda things..LIKE HELLO!! i know him better okayyy!! ... kepala buto nyer jantan... damn! im so fucking man mannn...
aRrgghhh...i was right all the long not to trust him !!

2006-01-11T19:22:00.000+08:00

How was Hari Raya Haji??
Okay..as im chewing on my gummy bears here i go telling ya' bout my day yesterday.
Woke up in da morning mandi sunat itu semue then as i wait patiently for my mum to finish cooking her tulang (sanggup tak nak mkn pape dulu!). After the long wait, i was the 1st one who taste the tulang,it was all paid off. The tulang was nice and all but if the kuah is pekat then i rate it 10/10. Mum said she like it that so what to do she's the one who cooked it, for me anything goes. Sis family came at about 12 plus with the two ADAM(s) and after awhile my second sis future-in-law came over beraye dikatekan. Then serve them mee rebus and tulang , damn! they really can eat..hehehe... After they all left , i called up Kak Linda to come over to my place and eat tulang and after quite some time they arrived!! Kak Linda , Kak Nila and Amsyar. Again, when i opened the door Amsyar greeted me with my name !! hehe.. *happy* i love it when he sayd my name!! . At about 9 plus goin 10 pm they left and left me , mum and Pak usof so its was over turn to have our own fest(btol tak ?) . I didt eat much i just when to bed because i was so tired (padahal tak buat pape). So how was your hari raya haji!?
It raining all week and i love~~!!! hehe... so cooling...i love rainy days so relax !
Oohh..yea...just now me and mum tOok this white taxi damn! he drove so fast because he was late for the changing of shift then pat daerah Upper Bt timah usually there's alot of BIG truck then this BIG truck infront on the right almost kena accident with our cad pasal licin nyer pasal WaHh..im so scared siakk..!!

2006-01-09T19:59:00.000+08:00

Yeaa...stupid of me..haizz..i think he doesnt want to talk to me anymore..
hrMmm...
After checkup...when home help mum around the kicthen...she was pretty busy...
Oo..yeah...besok kan Hari Raya Haji so mum is cooking for us TULANG!!! yahOoo..
cant wait to have a taste . Mum never cook tulang before...yummy...Oo..yea..mum also cooking Mee Rebus for tomorrow..its going to be a a feast !! hehehe..
naahhh...mum actually wanted to cok tulang only because my 2nd sister duture in-laws are coming over so mum making a good impression for the family..hehe..
okayy...tonight dad was suspose to take some food bawah blok pasal ade doa selamat untuk Hari Raya Haji thingy...but then he was too SHIOK with his work !! then never then ... 1st Sis Liza and family just arrived .. hehe..love my anak sedare!! THE ADAM(s) hehee... well get back to yeahh..

2006-01-08T22:14:00.000+08:00

Explaination -

Part 1

i totally almost loose his trust of words , he may say that he loves me and what ever things he may say to me but i want him to really proves it and when the time comes when he really shows me that he really loves me and that will gained back my trust.

Thats was meant for Azhar not himm
please do take note !!!

2006-01-08T13:23:00.000+08:00

HrMmm....well this is like the 2nd entry..
erMm..like i said...
ignore yesterday's entry because i was looking trough something
then i went boinkest after that .
I didt know why i get this feeling towards himm.
you might thing im crazy or what but hey wth thats how i feel towards himm
well the staying at home here make me so scared i might lose himm or something
well i gotta bear the wait ... i hope he will tOo...
im really sorry....

2006-01-08T12:54:00.000+08:00

Damnnn~~!! its so raining outside...make me lazy to take a shower even ought i have a water heater here...got up early in da morning brush my teeth and put on my sweater and when to mc' donalds alone and ordered myself Hotcakes!! hehe..yummy~~!! Got home had breakfest with mum while Pak usof and Sister is still membesarkan taih mate!! hehe... after i finish my 2 pieces of hotcakes Kak linda gave me a buzz on my cell asking me if i wanted to go breakfest with them at Mc donalds aiyahhh...lambat laahhh...orang da makan aru call apo lahhh...!! . hehe... okayy...hrMm..bout's yesterdat's entry well i didt know what to write i just wrote it down whats on my mind. well kind of stupid thing. Forget bout it... I was reading the Newspaper and its says about the NEW YEAR molest thingy at Town. Heyy...come on' arr..who will be so stupid enough to be at Town . Its been a trend that all the daring foreign worker will be all touchy with the ladies. EeWww...its their faveret day of the year!! . I never go town on that time of the year because i heard alot of stories about NEW YEAR @ TOWN . Yeahh..enough bout it ... well im so pissed of with this person in my MSN account he kept on nudge! me and even said to me PUKI MAK KAU! hrMmm... he thinks that it will make me go CRAZY! but ... heyy...he doenst know me and i dont know him either so i just blocked him from my account and deleted him , so rude!! . People will do anything when they god damn BORED! stupid guy! . I so hate guys like this . AiYAahhhh...i so missed someoneeee....but what the hell...i got nothing i can do. I cant wait to go to the gym again and work out my ass off and then i will start my dancing thingy again!! yahOoooOo~~~... okayy...i now waitting a call from kak linda if she is cooking spageti for me, hrMmm... i love her spagetti .. i dont really eat spagetti i only eat hers' and my mum but paling faveret dier punyer arr...
hehehe...
call me arr...!! dont forget !! hehehe.. :p . 1st week of the new year has gone by and teenagers in secondary school are suffering from boredom !! hahahaha... *evil laugh* As for me still long way to go until i will grow more of white hair ! hahaha... no way maan...i have the perfect hair!!! IF i put on my cream hehehe. okayyy..i stop my bullshitting here..!!
PS: Kak linda call me please for spagetti!!!

2006-01-07T21:22:00.000+08:00

Okay! im back home...mum is sleeping in the hall and Pak usof is in his room. Im here just bored to death and having some thoughts of my own. Im having a problem , because of money things got to go wrong and complicated again . hrMmm... i totally almost loose his trust of words , he may say that he loves me and what ever things he may say to me but i want him to really proves it and when the time comes when he really shows me that he really loves me and that will gained back my trust. L-O-V-E this word is the most dangerous word. Like some people when you say 'i LOVE you' they are two meaning behind it, well not two it may be more but from what i know when someone says that he/she says LOVE he/she really meant it and some other DONT!. I've had it !! When s guy say i love you i dont really take it to the heart because i have been tricked and played around with those words alot of times. im so angry !! hRmm...my anger meant nothing to people. I noticed that maybe i've been replaced by someone new in someone's life...oOo..well..got to move on . Im just another book on the sleves. My computer is starting to go wrong ARgHhh~~!! well i blamed someone i know because i think he has something to do with it , this wasnt the frist time i know . Well i got to reformat my computer but 1st my pictures !!! i got to save all my pretty pictures....!! hahaha... . Im getting scared of my family faniancial , i feel like starting work but still it won't do alot because i will be giving them a few $100 but still....no can't do !! HrMmm... money! money!!...DAMN YOU MONEY!! ... hehe...
okayyy...as i end my entry for tonight it time for me to move on with my life....
say goodbye to ...........
"GOODBYE!"
Take care people...
do tag..!!

2006-01-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

Hrmm..here in my aunt's place with my Kak sedare(s) and the babies. Thoses new pills i got always makes me want to shit* hehe...well its good getting all the dirrty bacteria out of my system. Im just thinking of something i had in my mind from yesterday but i just want to just forget about it maybe its jelousy or something that i making a big deal out of it. Kak nila,Kak Linda and Bibik Nur is already asleep and i guess Amsyar is too, i know they been tired taking care of then babies,cooking and the some of the cleaning in the house, they deserve the early sleep. Those that only still awake is Me and Wandi. Wandi is watching tv while i was waitting for someone BRB but never returned , hrMm..well..nevermind then let himm be lah...he just busy. Mum let me sleep over here because Pak Usof and Sister i there to keep here accompany at home, so she gave me the chance to sleep here then. Tomorrow will be a Saturday , i heard Kak Zana having a chalet over at Sentosa comfirm ade BBQ must be fun. Called My aunts and ucles over at Mekah (Haji) asked how were they doing, thankfuly they all are fine and having fun there. Allahamdullilahh...
I guessed i stop over here then
Take care

2006-01-04T20:17:00.000+08:00

Mak Misah and Obek Mai

2006-01-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

so called my second father and mum

2006-01-04T19:24:00.000+08:00

As i sat here thinking of my uncles and aunts on their way to haj. Im sure they had a safe trip there.Already i missed them. I didt really slept the whole day yesterday because the whole day i was at my aunt's place. People start arriving at about 9 plus while i had i nap for awhile , i do need some rest okay! i need energy but i didt really had a nice nap. Awoken by someone's call but i didt mind talked for awhile. After putting down the fone with himm , i took a cold shower before leaving the house to go to the airport its was a quick one because of the time thingy. OKAY! enough said. Well when we reached to the airport there wasnt really alot of people compared to the time where my mum and Pak Usof when to haj. Glad it was a big crowd , it will be terrible if it is..people will be pushing around this kindda thing. Oo..yeah..before i left some small imformation i better write down..as i walked in the gate i saw AARON AZIZ ... hahaha... im not a fan or what just wanna make those aaron aziz fans go jelouse and all. haha... okayy... Sisters and brothers say their goodbyes took some fotos..as i was put incharge by Kak Linda. I guessed that out family was the "kecohs" ones but what the hell if we show our sadness to them who are leaving they too will feel twice and sad as we are. The people incharge of my their travel agent (is it!??) asked the them to gather around and had the last prays and it was time for them to go. It was kindda sad to see them go but...they coming back still. After the goodbyes all the relatives all when hop in to the bus while me and the other family hop in our mini bus . I was actually in tears on the way back home as the last mint. flash back accured to me. I did too noticed Kak Linda was in tears toO, i hope she will stay strong including Kak nila toO. Since mum and dad is away and letting you guys incharge of the whole house..so dont dissapoint them. okay!? hehe.. => . Reached home at about 4.30 i think i was toO tired to get my ass in the toilet to get a shower again so i just washed my face and legs and off too bed. Thats all...

2006-01-01T11:02:00.000+08:00

IM FREE!! .. hehe..okayy...now its 2K6...their no azam for me..well actually i dont want to make any because i scared when i made one if i didt get to succed i will be a heart breaking for me but i deep inside i know want i got to do, not to dissapoint my family(s) anymore. I got to work hard not to give up if there's problems ahead of me. What i did for my new year celebration was...i went to Sentosa and dance all the way and got drunk and i lost my money i didt got money to go home but then i got to know with a guy who gave me a ride home with his bike .....hahaha...nahh....im not the kind who get drunk and ride with some guy on his bike. I was mostly under a roof with family(s) members .... then at night when to my sister place and nephews was there...missed them so much!! . Adam going to school in a few days times and adik will still be at home playing with his toys and will be waitting for his brother to come back home as per normal . HrMmm..i wonder i will this year do good for me because i didt get to enjoy my 2K5 it was really a sucky year but some other than that i thankful that i got to know himm !! hehe.. i wonder what is he doing right now ! sleeping !? maybe because he said to me he's going to be clubbiong with the m'sia minahs with his new jacket!! hahaha..!! . Cant wait for him to get back! . I wanna say thank you to shiela susah2 carik aku! hehehe.. i was 'terharu' ... i will stop here !! okayyy... for those who help me alot this passed few weeks i would like to thank you so much for being there for me!! THANK YOU!!!

2005-12-26T21:49:00.000+08:00

As I look around looking at teenagers walking with their friends or boyfriends I wonder, what's on their minds? What are they talking about ?. Education , sex , marriage or partying . I really hate myself for not showing my interest in my education since I was small. Now, I only can just sit and look at my friends enjoying life, continue their study or even work . After a long thought I had and tears that can filled up into a big bucket I need to accept what had happened to me and go through life as it wants me to be . Im now in a big confusion and pressure. I never had this much confusion and pressure not even having my N level examination even ought I was stress like hell. Im noticed that im very weak person and not a strong person like my 1st sister . I never got the chance to say out loud what my thoughts and all I have to do is to listens what my parents and I will follow each demand they give me. I sometimes fed up with my life . IM so used to my parents making me decision until I don't know how to make my own decision . I always asked people around. All I want is people to be happy and not to disappoint them but now im in a state where I only can make a certain people happy and certain people will look down on me of making a bad decision . Oo..What will happen to me now !? I wish I can see my future and what will turn out with my life. This problem is so UNhealthy for me . I feel after sometime at any moment I can just black out and fall into the ground , I think that will be the best moments in my life that I could have not to think of anything . People has different thoughts and sometimes people thinks that theirs are right . Since people have different thought so there's no wrong or right. If I made my decision I hope that the moral support that people giving me wont look down on me and still give me their moral support . I only can HOPE what's best for me. im just a 16 year old girl who some people doesn't want to hear my decision. They thought im 16 and my opion is just bullshit and 'small kids thoughts' . As i think it over and over it again why would Allah give me this lesson that is so difficult for me to solve and learn . What did i do wrong ? i used to be wild and rude to my parents but i changed !! I changed!! ALOT!! . WHY ME!? Why not other girls ?? . Oo...I feel like killing myself , shot myself in the head. I only can communicate with people to express my feelings,thoughts or option by writing . When it comes to talking I will get all teary and unable to talk and settle things out. A long lane of road will clear my mind . I feel like going out tomorrow alone and clear my mind and thing about my final decision. im scared..~~

2005-12-24T22:35:00.000+08:00

wOww..~! a week had passed and loads happened..hrMmm..wow! imagine in a month..i wonder what will happen to me ! working ? schooling ? homeless ? . Well i cant say anything..because its all in the hands of Allah and just hope for the best. I never feel so irritated by my phone. People kept giving calls or sms , felt so busy answering phone everyday. Well went out today , just for awhile then went back to my aunt's place and lazying around there . Till the fone rang again...hehe..its was Kak nila..asked me to bring Amsyar to her house because they wanted to go out,shop and just spent time together. Thought of heading back home straight after sending Amsyar there after gossiping but then Kak nila invited me to follow them but i like 'kaku' they all one family while im like just a cousin like outkast but still we had fun. HrMmm..dont really know what to update here. Ooo..well..i will stop here.

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Memory Lane..

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SHOEEE!!

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Eee..

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ErMmm...ITE thennn

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Assumption English School

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Another of US!!

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Besties..

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Dancers of A.E.S

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4/5

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Another of US!

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Besties and her Besties

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Budak2 paling hemcem A.E.S (haha..)

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Me , Bal , Nurul , Chipmunk and Bal Khan

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Me and IQbal